jag orkar inte...

Det här är mitt liv, och det ska ni ta ifrån mig ???

jag försöker ju verkligen, men det går inte....
önskar någon kunde känna det jag känner, så ni kunde förstå. men nu kan ni inte det och allt blir bara så svårt.

Please,Emelie, don't be so hard on yourself. It might not take long before we know what the problem is and you could get the right help. You are such a wonderful girl - everybody loves you. You have so much more to look forward to in life besides hockey.

It's understandable that you feel like you do today.

Nothing is more important than your health though.

Many hugs and kisses from us.

Hockey is my everything. Nothing can replace it. So it doesn't matter how many people who loves me and blablabla.